My Girlfriend Is Like A Gumiho

I just remember one girl said practice makes perfect. but practicing it well just to avoid someone is too painful. if i have the courage to break the rule i will. but i promise to stay away from her, not because i dont love her. but because i want to live her life very well, .. my girl is like a gumiho, so ill treat her well.

I have to locked down my heart because i don't want any feelings around me. i don't go out with someone, hanging up to friends nor mate or kiss a girl, because i'm protecting her feelings, our feelings. i did believe in fantasy of love, and admit that i once so in-love and so crazy to this girl.

I don't want to ask her if she's still want me, if she still love me and need me because the way she act, like i was a ghost, nothing really matters. i told her that i was so so so so so so so so in-love with her, and before the day ends i want to start avoiding her, i did cry a lot of tears.

This was really really really hard for me to speak. i never get tired of waiting until my feelings have gone fading. i will not be with someone unless she said she don't want me anymore, so i will wait for her, even she finds someone new and this was my only girl " Miho ".

This blog is for my miho, you won't be lost in my memory nor in my heart, you will be just a dream that i may never had. once i'm fully recovered you will be free, and i'm not gonna push you to like me,love me and need me. Until that day comes, ill keep all those precious memories. i may never die in your hands, but i'm dying all day just to have you again this time. i'm so so so so so so so so love you my " Miho ".

Live your life very well, i may not be with your side forever, but i will always in your heart, i may die, but my love for you is eternity miho. i'm crying right now, because someday, i will be gone, this love will fade, i had so much mistakes, i had hurt you and i'm sorry, miho. all of these time your all i need miho, i miss you so so so so so so much. i keep denying my feelings, because i don't want you to worry. miho.

got to say, be happy, and goodbye for now miho. :)