My Last Days with My Miho And My Farewell Goodbye's

I pretended i'm ok, so i went to miho's place, even if i had so many work to do.

so we talked and sat for a while, and for a moment, that was the last time

i will touch miho's face, and i will hold her hands, and that was the last time

i kissed miho, so that was my farewell goodbye, i saw her looking at me,

without a word coming out from her mouth and i knew she was sad, and i saw her tears

ran down on her lovely face.

Oh miho, i don't want lo leave, i don't want to go

but im drowning with tears, my heart was burning, and my love for you was fading

because you did not love me the way i want you to love me, i don't have the right words to say to you

but miho, i love you so much, i really do, if you run after me, i will change everything

i will be back, but it seems you don't care about my feelings anymore. like you said,

let's see if will be together until the end. your a precious diamond, and im so so sorry

for my stupid mistakes, if i can go back and change everything i will do it. miho, i love you

this is crazy and stupid, but all i know is i do love you until the end.

This is hard for me to say, but i love you so much, i will never forget you miho.

you are the only girl, the last girl, that my heart is going to treasure.

and im scared to fall in love again, because everytime i fall,it never seems to last

and I thank you for saving me out of the blue and letting me feel this magic all over again

and my mind want's to kill the memories, but my heart is keeping them alive.

I believe that doing what the other person wanted was love. i did that, and for more than a thousand years

i have regretted it. i don't want to repeat the same mistakes.,

and "Being different is harder to get over than being lacking.

when you're lacking. you can't catch up by filling it."

and i think of these as just a dream. from the time you appeared before me and right now as you disappeared from me:

i'll think all of it as a dream. if i think of these as all dreams, when i open my eyes, it won't hurt me at all.

forget all the scary memories and i will just think of you as a really really good dream.

I like you so much that now, i can't stop liking you no more.

i like you too much that i can't even pretend not to like you anymore

and i can't stop there. i can't show you how much i liked you

and all i can do now is not to show you that i like you.

all i can do is keep me from begging you to like me.

and if i want to leave you little by little,

if i have to depart from you, the only thing i can do is run

and if im going to slowly distance myself from you, i think ill have to run really really hard.

Miho, its better to leave you, than to stay invincible, don't worry you will always be on my heart

and on my memory, you wil be a dream that i never had. miho, my girlfriend miho.

everyday, every morning, i keep on wondering how are you miho, i still want you, need you, and love you,

i'm dyIng just to have you back again, sorry for givin you up, i can't wait forever, i can't. i love you.

Crizzia Cacondangan :)