My Last Days with My Miho And My Farewell Goodbye's

I pretended i'm ok, so i went to miho's place, even if i had so many work to do.

so we talked and sat for a while, and for a moment, that was the last time

i will touch miho's face, and i will hold her hands, and that was the last time

i kissed miho, so that was my farewell goodbye, i saw her looking at me,

without a word coming out from her mouth and i knew she was sad, and i saw her tears

ran down on her lovely face.

Oh miho, i don't want lo leave, i don't want to go

but im drowning with tears, my heart was burning, and my love for you was fading

because you did not love me the way i want you to love me, i don't have the right words to say to you

but miho, i love you so much, i really do, if you run after me, i will change everything

i will be back, but it seems you don't care about my feelings anymore. like you said,

let's see if will be together until the end. your a precious diamond, and im so so sorry

for my stupid mistakes, if i can go back and change everything i will do it. miho, i love you

this is crazy and stupid, but all i know is i do love you until the end.

This is hard for me to say, but i love you so much, i will never forget you miho.

you are the only girl, the last girl, that my heart is going to treasure.

and im scared to fall in love again, because everytime i fall,it never seems to last

and I thank you for saving me out of the blue and letting me feel this magic all over again

and my mind want's to kill the memories, but my heart is keeping them alive.

I believe that doing what the other person wanted was love. i did that, and for more than a thousand years

i have regretted it. i don't want to repeat the same mistakes.,

and "Being different is harder to get over than being lacking.

when you're lacking. you can't catch up by filling it."

and i think of these as just a dream. from the time you appeared before me and right now as you disappeared from me:

i'll think all of it as a dream. if i think of these as all dreams, when i open my eyes, it won't hurt me at all.

forget all the scary memories and i will just think of you as a really really good dream.

I like you so much that now, i can't stop liking you no more.

i like you too much that i can't even pretend not to like you anymore

and i can't stop there. i can't show you how much i liked you

and all i can do now is not to show you that i like you.

all i can do is keep me from begging you to like me.

and if i want to leave you little by little,

if i have to depart from you, the only thing i can do is run

and if im going to slowly distance myself from you, i think ill have to run really really hard.

Miho, its better to leave you, than to stay invincible, don't worry you will always be on my heart

and on my memory, you wil be a dream that i never had. miho, my girlfriend miho.

everyday, every morning, i keep on wondering how are you miho, i still want you, need you, and love you,

i'm dyIng just to have you back again, sorry for givin you up, i can't wait forever, i can't. i love you.

Crizzia Cacondangan :)

Happy Moments With Miho

I was very happy, it was like heaven, and i feel like i would have exploded,

it was just like time had stopped between us,and i would never allow a day to pass

without a glimpse of her, miho is a loving girl, caring,

so cute and so precious that glows everytime when i'm around, she's so sweet

and lovable girl, and she can give you everything, and do what ever you want.

I miss the times when we are together, when she randomly kisses me, and hugs me for a moment.

and every word that comes out from her mouth. " i Love You So Much ". i miss you more when we are talking about ourselves , about our future, having our dream house, cars, kids and those crazy ideas

when i think of this im being numb, and useless that i can't do a thing, miho i can't let you go, i love you so so so so so much.

I remember when the rain had gone so bad and we both agreed not to see each other,

i felt it wasn't right, it was not the way it was used to be , so i just looked at the sky and said,

if she's for me i'm greatful to accept it, if she wasn't, it's better for me to know it and if i have wings or

if i can fly, i'd rather grab her and go to somewhere far away, for us to be alone forever. i do believe

in fantasy of love, when the prince and the princess have their own happy ending. but for me it was not a happy

ending story because i will sacrifice my love for my miho, the only girl in my world.

even if the prize is my love and loneliness.

Don't think of this, it doesn't matter if it's another person,

i need you because i like you, i don't like you because i need you, i need you because your my one and only love.

it doesn't matter whether you're a ghost, a gumiho or a human.

as long as you're in front of me, it's fine. as long as you're back. that's enough.

I can see and hear well, but since i can't see or hear you, you must be really far away.

i've been living for so long. that i didn't noticed how time passed by, but after i met you my heart begun to tell time.

when i am with you, i would think, just a little longer while the time passed quickly. but without you,

time goes so slowly as i think, i miss you so so so so so much. you know what??

it feels like my heart has been bewitched by you and counts time all on its own.

Miho, Miho . My Cutie Gumiho, i miss you. i miss you. miho, and i know that LOVE is not found by looking for the

perfect person for you, it is found in someone you have not imagined you would love, yet you did

and this is our story miho, my happy moments with you.

Before i forget this is the 9 things i like about Miho and my message for her

1.she's so lovable and caring, and she loves me so much.

2.she's so scary when she's angry, like a monster.

3.she's so wild that i can never resist.

4.she's so cute, that everytime i glimpse at her, she smiles.

5.she like's music, my own music, she even sings it with me.

6.she is a person, you don't want to mess with, she's scary.

7.miho, i'm so sorry, for everything, you know what? i'm so lucky to have you, i love you.

8.miho, i will miss you, these tears reminds me how i love you so much " Gumiho ".

9. i can't say the last number maybe it's better not to say it. because miho, i don't want you to worry

i will love you until eternity, even if i say goodbye, i love you so so so so so much.

and i will not text, call or even go to your place anymore. take care i love you

My Girlfriend Is Like A Gumiho

I just remember one girl said practice makes perfect. but practicing it well just to avoid someone is too painful. if i have the courage to break the rule i will. but i promise to stay away from her, not because i dont love her. but because i want to live her life very well, .. my girl is like a gumiho, so ill treat her well.

I have to locked down my heart because i don't want any feelings around me. i don't go out with someone, hanging up to friends nor mate or kiss a girl, because i'm protecting her feelings, our feelings. i did believe in fantasy of love, and admit that i once so in-love and so crazy to this girl.

I don't want to ask her if she's still want me, if she still love me and need me because the way she act, like i was a ghost, nothing really matters. i told her that i was so so so so so so so so in-love with her, and before the day ends i want to start avoiding her, i did cry a lot of tears.

This was really really really hard for me to speak. i never get tired of waiting until my feelings have gone fading. i will not be with someone unless she said she don't want me anymore, so i will wait for her, even she finds someone new and this was my only girl " Miho ".

This blog is for my miho, you won't be lost in my memory nor in my heart, you will be just a dream that i may never had. once i'm fully recovered you will be free, and i'm not gonna push you to like me,love me and need me. Until that day comes, ill keep all those precious memories. i may never die in your hands, but i'm dying all day just to have you again this time. i'm so so so so so so so so love you my " Miho ".

Live your life very well, i may not be with your side forever, but i will always in your heart, i may die, but my love for you is eternity miho. i'm crying right now, because someday, i will be gone, this love will fade, i had so much mistakes, i had hurt you and i'm sorry, miho. all of these time your all i need miho, i miss you so so so so so so much. i keep denying my feelings, because i don't want you to worry. miho.

got to say, be happy, and goodbye for now miho. :)

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